People suck

So how can you call this a home, when you know it's a grave

i hate to say
that i told you so
but i told you so
that dirty so and so

Tell me what you're gonna do now you get everything you wanted and you still feel down

att skriva hör inte hemma liksom, det ska vara i en bok med blanka sidor utan ränder, utan rutor, bara blankt och ingen som läser ett enda ord någonsin, ingen som någonsin s er ett märke utav en penna eller ett neonklister. Sen är det ok.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Black bird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
all your life
you were only waiting for this moment to be free

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise,
You were only waiting for this moment to arise,
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

typ såhär någonting kan kanske känslan och du beskrivas

You say you stand by your man
Tell me somethin' I don't understand
You said you love me and that's a fact
And then you left me, said you felt trapped

Well, some things you can explain away
But the heartache's in me till this day
Did you stand by me, no, not at all
Did you stand by me, no way

All the times when we were close
I'll remember these things the most
I see all my dreams come tumblin' down
I can't be happy without you around

So alone, I keep the wolves at bay
And there's only one thing I can say
Did you stand by me, no, not at all
Did you stand by me, no way

You must explain why this must be
Did you lie when you spoke to me?
Did you stand by me, no, not at all
Now I got a job but it don't pay
I need new clothes, I need somewhere to stay

But without all of these things I can do
But without your love, I won't make it through
But you don't understand my point of view
I suppose there's nothin' I can do

Did you stand by me, no, not at all
Did you stand by me, no way
Did you stand by me, no, not at all
Did you stand by me, no way

You must explain why this must be
Did you lie when you spoke to me?
Did you stand by me?

Did you stand by me, no, not at all
Did you stand by me, no way
Did you stand by me, no, not at all
Did you stand by me, no way

Pretending I’m pretending that everything’s ok So many masks I’m wearing my own face

You’re gonna die, you’re gonna die, you’re gonna die alone

You’re gonna die, you’re gonna die, you’re gonna die alone

All alone.

When you can’t sleep at night and there’s no one to hold you

Remember I’m going through the same

You’ve got to laugh into the dark

We’re all one in a million

When I wake up I wake up alone. I sit and I wait and listen for the phone. Only when you're near me do I feel at home. Now you're not with me and I want you to come home. And I'll do the best I can but I'm a liar, I don't have a plan. And I'll do my best for you but I'm hopeless, I don't have a clue. When I fuck up, I fuck up so good. I make mistakes and best laid plans can be misunderstood. Sometimes when you're near me I still feel alone, So put your arms around me then I'll be back home. And I'll do the best I can.

Night after sleepless night, I walk the floor and I want to know - why am I so alone?

Att göra av med sig själv

Skitliv.
Samma, samma med olika känslor på olika platser med olika människor, men samma samma.
Alltid samma, samma.

Jag talar inifrån isoleringen. Som om tiden inte vore stekt. Inte vore denna kokta stek, av alla dem som söndersmulats och på tröskeln åter gått ombord i sina liksvepningar.

Din död är ett arbete. Din skräck är din. Det ligger ett huvud i skogen och andas.

Syr kanter. Syr korsstygn inuti mig.

Att börja om, igen och igen och igen. Ingenting kan återställa min tilltro.

Jag minns dina händer.

I could tell you a story that could make you cry, what about you?

My blood is working but my, my heart is
dead, dead

i'm tired of living, shebe, so gimme
dead, dead

Oh bury me
Far away please
Bury me

Ha-ha Ha-ha
The joke has come upon me


Har tappat ordern, har tappat allt

I have ideas and images but I don't know exactly what they mean